Life is a wonderful thing....
Mood: Excited and Optimistic!

I am now switching options!

currently: Childhood Studies
option in Teacher Cert. k-8

Changing to: Childhood Studies
option in INTEGRATED ARTS!

ALSO! My advisor has been changed as well!

from :Dr. Lebrun ...to...Dr. Lindberg

Not to mention Im STILL adding a minor in ART!

See, for these and these alone, today my life is absolutely wonderful!!

I still love you though ry.... regardless of anything.

I was able to spend an entire class period in a class that I took last semester-my integrated arts...but this time, I was able to show off my book even more that I did last semester! I went into the class and stood infront of everyone and explained about everything in my book, how and why I did things the way that I did...there was much oogling over it and I was ultimately satisfied.

Now the time is right for me to work on my spanish essay about this wickedly racy movie that I watched...and silly me, I always have to wait to the last minute to finish the report..So kids...on this note...Im peacing out of heah.

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Dont forget folks! My birthday is March 1st!
still plenty of time left to suprise me with anything.....this birthday is going to be a special one!! the big 20!!



Music: Apartment 26, who Im going to go to see with my bud Skittle...on the 10th of march.

I kicked SUBJUNCTIVE's big spanish ASS ;)
Mood: Pro-active ;)

Im feeling rather sassy today...

Today so far and future, followed by a reflection at the end.
First, I woke up kinda ::meh:: and got dressed and prepped for the gym as well as my evil spanish class of the day...Mind you I dont normally dislike Spanish...its just that today we went over the-what-I-THought-to-be-painful-now-not-so-painfull...SUBJUNCTIVE I know you may be gasping now, but taking a year off from spanish is the best thing that I could have ever done for myself...
Second, I went to the not so painfull spanish class and basically re-learned the subjunctive. It was not so painful.
Third, Left Hyde and went to pay NINETY-FIVE CENT bill at the bursars office...and I guarantee that you thinking, what is the use of that right? My thing is that I bet their plan is to extract every-single penny that every student owns...and I bet that the faculty here has some underground lair that they have...like a big ass spa with each of their own massuses, and they laugh to eachother when they suck in another .95c from a stupid student like me.....lol...SUCKAHHHH
Fourth, Went to the Registrars office to CHECK IN for ATTENDANCE YES attendance...god...are we in middle school still??!
Fifth, Went to go work out in the Cardio Rm, ::pats on the back:: and the only machines that I used were the cross-training ones...the antelope ones...lol I dont know what their friggen names are, alls I Know is that they are fun to use, and you have to know the trick about using them too...balance, and rhythm(thanks amanda)
Sixth, I plan to finish here on the computer and then go to my apt to clean as well as to make some bread...yes bread...all I need is some yeast..the trick is now, I have to find someone who has some. THen I will be doing some music and jamming out to music at the same time, MY good idea of Multi-tasking! As well as some other time later today...hopefully, I will be able to have some special together time with my love. :)

So thats the agenda for today kiddies...what do you think? I think I have my work cut out for me and Im pretty proud of it too... Oh yeahs!
Tomorrow is
VALENTINES DAY! And the plans on the docket are as follows, a double date with my roommates for next year as well as my love, obviously...lol silly reader!

Happy Valentines day to everyone...wether you are single or not..no pessimists allowed in my world! If you cant give your love to someone else, Give some love to yourself...ORDER OUT CHINESE FOOD!!! ;)

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Music: I am listening to my BEN's PIANO cd that I compilated last year... ::sniff:: when I lived in Smith Hall...with my roommate Tanya B....oh the memories..

Fruity goodness, not so fruity
Mood: :-p Feeling like a melting popsicle...my fruity goodness all over the place...

Valentines day eve-eve.....
So basically its two days before V-day. Im semi excited, have no idea what to expect...hell I dont know if Im supposed to expect ANYTHING at all. Meh, it could even be just an ordinary ol day. WHo friggen knows....cause I have no idea.

I have to work in the info Booth TWICE today. Already polished off one shift and getting ready for the other at about 5-ish.

:-/ Im feeling semi-depressive for some reason and I cant really figure out why. Im just not in the mood for anything, god I think I need some kind of picker-uppers. I know what I need, I need to work out....like I was supposed to ... Oh Well Theres always next time. I hope im not destined to be this fat forever.....

Hey theres glass etching happening in the HUB! Thats a semi-picker upper...ITS ART! and Well all know what Vicki LIKES! ART!

I had a really enjoyable conversation with My buddy Curt last night....He is such a good guy, and I volunteered to help him out to find the right girl...its so satisfying, and I get a little "high" off of doing things like this, so Curt, you are very welcome....and remember what I said;)

Ok, so if im supposed to feel all lovey, who ever it is should hurry their asses up and bite me with the "love bug" already cause Im not feeling anything at all....except anxiousness to go and do the glass etching....So yeah thats what on the Docket today...glass etching. Be there or be a lame ass...If I dont see you there, then thats what Im assuming. So yeah.

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Music: NO real music listening to, but I do have a song stuck in my head thats at times enjoyable, other times annoying as hell.... Jason Mraz, "you and I both" Josh .... Mi amigo mejor, burned me a copy of that CD, its good, just not that Allways-replay-able-never-take-it-out-of-the-cd-player-good. Its sufficent. ;-)

God save the queen .... it happened again!


I hate when this happens.

I Pour out this big long story and it just ends up getting deleted.

today I go to Belknap to help sailor move in the kiddies to their rooms. It should prove to be a good time for all.


Cant wait to see my guy this sunday ... super bowl too? whats that? football? HUH?

"foos-ball? mama says football is the devil!"

no musak today kiddies. not in the mood. ;)

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te amo todos

wipe the dust off the keyboard

IM BACK AND READY FOR ACTION ;)

yes folks....you read it right! Im back up here in awesome Plymouth. I was escorted up to my apartment by my wonderfully annoyin-awesome sister....my twin...Vanessa

Florida was awesome and at times I really wanted to scream out at my grandparents...but all went well in the long run.
I was able to go to St. Petersburg Florida with mi amigo mejor, Josh. We partied it up and had a friggen blast.

::sigh::

all work and no ryan makes vicki a dull girl....

and with that said...im outttie.

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Music: type type...thoughts in my head, no music today :(

uno....dos....TRES! Tres DIAS! Aye dios mio!

I can see them now...swaying in the breeze.
PALM TREES EVERYWHERE!
I can see my self leaving Tampa airport and driving north in my nanas car, looking out the window to see all those goregous palmtrees ::sigh::

But now, I look out the window and I see high water. RIvers....everywhere! EVERYWHERE! THe Pemi is so friggen high, that there is a river in the streets, down by exit 25. Its insane.


So yeahs.
::sigh::

Ohhh! My book is all done, and it was the talk of the morning today in Integrated arts...our last class.... :(

I totally rocked it out and I know that I got a great mark for it.

Kicken it outta heahhhh.

=v=

(as known to others as- ms V, honey bunches of oats, vick, vickster, and my all-time favorite, Vicki-ness)

Music: Huh? NO MUSIC? how is this possible...oh yah theres music in my head...does that count?

And Then there was.........SIX DAYS LEFT! Yah

In mY future, I see PALM TREES...lots and lots of PAAAALM TREEEES.

My fortune is soo true cause Im going to FLORIDA! Like WHoa.

I just want everyone ... (who reads this)to know how lucky I am. I am so lucky to be able to have ryan. His Parents...whom I was fortunate to meet this weekend...were absolutely wonderful. I now know where ryan gets his charm, humor, and adorable quirks from, as well as his wonderful manners.

::sigh:: Im so lucky. :)

Well im back in the booth...last week of school for the semester...(hence why IM off to palm-tree-land) and im getting rather sad.
Sad because I am going to miss people that I love over break.
Sad because there will be no snow when I look out my window on the morning of christmas day, just green grass and palm trees...not that I hate palm trees or anything.

Meh

I think I wanna go home.
Im having rather MiXed feelings...either that or I really want to go snowmobiling-really badly.
I see all this fresh snow all around me and It makes me wanna go trailing reeeeeal bad.

Meh again

Not much more to say 'cept...palm trees...yah.

Rock on yall.

<3Miss V

=v= (dont worry I wasnt going to let you down;)


Music: Some techno rave-n junk on WPCR...now do you know whY I rarely listen to this thing? Meh again x3

Back in the RAYMOND days....

one word-
Damn.

Why damn you say?
Well because I havent written in here...in what seems like to me, a DAMN LONG ASS TIME. And its about time that I get my ass together and hop back on this rolling ball.

Well things have been progressing for the best/AWESOME, with the boy...if yall wanted to know...heh heh just an FYI. ;)

Its really weird of me to say this, but I really miss talking to my best friend. Erica Worcester. I havent talked to her or seen her since highschool graduation. And for some crazy reason, she was in my dream last night. We were hanging out at her house like we used to in High School. It made me sad when I woke up cause I thought that what happened in my dream was real and thought that I could talk to her again. Damnit. :(

If anyone knows her, tell her Vicki says hello and I miss her...

I had my spanish interview today and I believe that I did really well.
The other girl that went in with me, Ashley, thought that I did a better job than she did. Although I thought that we both did a satisfactory job talking to Professor Lopez-Mayhew. Shes really an awesome professor and in a way kind of reminds me of Mrs. Moyer from High School.

More talk about reminiscing about Raymond, I found out some dirt last night about past Raymondites...which make me glad that I am not living in that shank town at the moment. It kinda makes me not want to live in that town anymore, honestly.

OOH OOH OOH Florida in 9 DAYS!

I feel like I am loosing touch with the good friends that I had from high school. I feel like my awesome relationships that I had a really good grip on, are falling through my fingers. I remember doing the activity with Rodney, the "What type of person are you?" And I am the relationship master. It makes me sad to have relationships with people I care so much about, fall apart over time. I strongly believe that I have a hard time letting go of people as a result of the loss of my mother. It was just too sudden and I really didnt get to say the proper goodbye, and it scares me shitless to have to say goodbye to people because the thought of saying goodbye to someone for a long time, scares me into thinking that I will never be able to see that person ever again.

(Im such a sap)

::reaches for tissues::

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Music: Finger Eleven...I Know that you have heard me talk about this band...but they are really good, and they are worth listening to..."One Thing," is their new single. Give it a try.

unbuckle the straps on my straight jacket and regain my sanity...sort of

::shudder::
I fucking hate cabin Fever.

Never knew it existed before this weekend. I never knew it was real until I looked at my room and I didnt like what I saw. I didnt like that my room looked the way it did, and the way it did was pissing me off. I wanted to scream and yell, throw everything all around and just make a big ass mess. But today instead I regained my sanity and I cleaned my half of the room, got dressed and left my apartment and went trudging in the 50 feet of UNPLOWEDsnow.

They sure as hell can plow the little UNIMPORTANT walkway from high street to the BACK DOOR of smith, but they CANT PLOW the MAIN WALKWAY ENTRANCE from high street to the FUCKING HUB! I had to climb a mountian, literally, a mountian of snow to get to the HUB, not okay at all. Why bother paying those extra stupid maintenance fees if all yall wont get off your lazy asses and do some friggen work? NO PAY. NONE. NO RAMEN FOR YOU. >:o

Not feeling really nice and sugary today if you can tell. Im feeling rather sarcastic and pessimistic, with a small dash of bitchyness.

So, as a result, I am basking in my misery and listening to my favorite band- Guster, Ramona, "Where have you been? I Couldnt go to sleep until you came in....Ill get you what you want...there were days when I refrained...when you would sing that song for me...just like your favorite singer." If you cant tell, im missing a certian someone, alongside having cabin fever, going crazy from lack of seeing someone. Meh.


Im still 100% anti money--Bizzatches.

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Music: Guster. Are you blind, cant you read? FUCKING GUSTER! BAGHHHHH!

sitting here in a crowded telephone booth

Im feeling really good, but really bad/weird at the same time. I cant decide what is going on in my wretched little head. I think Im going dyslexic. If thats even how you spell it properly.

Im getting a little bit fustrated with money.
"Money is what makes people act funny.
Money is the root of all evil." someone once that. Not quite sure who, but I do remember it and it is very true.
Do you think its true that if I hate money, then it is more likely for me not to have any as time goes on...wait that would mean that I like Money, when infact I really dont. But I dont want to be a poor bum on the street. I just dont want to have to worry about money when I get old and grey.
BAHHHHH
my top 5 reasons why I hate money.
5-Today, that one dollar bill = $1 ... but tomorrow, it may be $.50!
4-Have you ever worked at a place and handled money? ITS ALL DIRTY! And then you hear about all these kids who eat their quarters and they shit them out..."Look Mommy! The quarter is all shiny!" Then you go ahead and use that quarter to play beruit and youre convinced that its a new quarter...yah right.
3-Imagine this scenario, Ed McMahon comes to your door stop and announces to you that you have won PUBLISHER'S CLEARING HOUSE! Yippee. Obviously its publicized on the air. Within a few weeks, you have "long lost relatives" moochin cash of you cause your the cousin that they loved the most. BS I say.
2-TAXES! ::looks a paycheck:: I made two-hundred....No wait, I made 50 bucks...thanks taxes.
And the NUMBER ONE reason why I hate money is..
1-Life is so damn expensive. Everything should be free. Fuck the system and income. Bahhh to em all. Yah you heard me right Bahh like a friggen Sheep. Bahh ram you.

Usually when you hear people say that they hate money is because they have none. Yes folks. Broke is I. Broker than a FUCKING JOKE.

Are you feeling the sarcasm today?

Mehhh to the max.

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Music: Guster?! On the computer?! Who ever heard of such a thing?! I have and obviously they have too..since they created the player on their website.